Wednesday, December 06, 2006

I have self control!

I went to the OB yesterday with my mom and J. My mom really wanted to hear the heartbeat, which I thought was pretty sweet! :) I went in for the cervical scan first. The u/s tech is doing her thing and then she asks me...
Do you want to find out the sex of the baby? Because I can tell what it it...
Oh my gosh... My heart starts racing and I say...

no???

Yup, that's right... no, that's okay... I really wanted to, but since J wasn't in the room, I felt weird about doing it, and I've been saying "I'm not going to find out" for so long now...

I got dressed and found my mom and J and told them the u/s tech knew what we were having, but I didn't want to know. You know when you can see emotions on someone's face?

Pure disappointment, on both of them... My mom now insists its a boy because she would have seen the boy parts... I told her, maybe she saw nothing, therefore knows its a girl... Well, at least its SOMETHING!!

The rest of the night, I kept asking J...

Did I make the right choice? Should I have found out?

He says I'm driving him crazy asking him...
We have our regular u/s in a couple of weeks... If I still feel like this, I'm going to HAVE to find out.... Its like someone has my Christmas present under the tree and if I just peeked a little, I would know what I'm getting...

Augghhh!

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

AH, the torture!

I'm horrible at waiting, I think I would have to know. Some people just want to wait though...

Anonymous said...

I would have had to know right then and there. I can't wait until I get to that point. I am so excited.

Jenn said...

You can do it Joei- hold off if you can- I assure you it is the best surprise you will ever get in your life! Even better than dh proposing- if that was a surprise for you.

Yvonne said...

Joei - I agree totally with Jenn, hang in there if you can xx